Südantlõhestav! Austraalia tuntud näitlejanna kaotas lapse

Claire Holt Foto: Jason Merritt/AFP

Austraaliast pärit näitlejanna Claire Holt jagas sotsiaalmeedias pilti, mis on tehtud haiglas ning millega naine jagab traagilist uudist. 

Nimelt on noor naine otsustanud, et jagab avalikkusega väga keerulist ning rasket aega oma elus. Näitlejanna tunnistas oma Instagrami postituses, et tema rasedus katkes. 

«See foto tehti kümme päeva tagasi enne operatsiooni. Mu kullakese süda lakkas töötamast. See on foto, mille ma saatsin oma peigmehele, et talle näidata, et minuga on kõik korras. Aga tegelikult ei olnud. Ma pole end ealeski nii katkisena tundnud,» kirjutas Claire Holt avameelselt oma postituse alla. 

Naise fännid on šokis, sest näitlejanna rasedus polnud avalik. Ometigi ei suutnud ta oma kurbusega üksinda hakkama saada ja jagas seda fännidega.

I took this photo 10 days ago, as I waited for surgery after my sweet little baby lost its heartbeat. I sent it to my fiancé in the waiting room to show him that I was ok. I wasn’t. I’ve never felt more broken in my life. I debated sharing this so soon and I’m still frightened about making such a private struggle public, but I’m doing it anyway because it's important. After my D & C, I spent hours on the internet searching for women who had been through it. I was desperate to find someone, anyone, who could relate to what I was feeling. Someone to tell me that the depression and hopelessness were normal. That it wasn’t my fault. That I wasn’t broken forever. I found a community of women who shared my exact experience. Who were open and vulnerable about miscarriage, something that isn’t often or openly discussed. It breaks my heart to think that losing a baby feels like something we have to keep to ourselves. Why is it any different than the death of a loved one? How is it any less meaningful? Here is what I have learned as I begin to crawl out of the dark hole: support is everything. I could not have survived this without the unconditional love of my partner. Despite his pain, he was my rock and my safety net. I will never know how to thank him. I also found that opening up to people is crucial. As soon as I told my story, almost everyone I spoke to told me theirs - their own, their wife’s, their sister’s. So many people go through it and understand the breadth of pain, yet so few people talk about it. Finally, I want to share a blog post that resonated with every part of me. You can find the link in my bio, @leandramcohen of @manrepeller articulates the emotional rollercoaster with an eloquence that I could never possess. To anyone out there who has been through a miscarriage, I understand you. I share every bit of your pain and you are not alone. Please be kind to yourself and I hope that you will be comfortable sharing your story too.

A post shared by Claire Holt (@claireholt) on Mar 4, 2018 at 3:52pm PST